A secret

I killed a girl yesterday...
I felt her skin touch mine.
I guess it was an accident.
I was drunk from all the jello shots earlier.
It was homecoming.
I saw her with all her friends laughing and having fun.
The crowd cheering, we won that night.
The party afterwards was full of those
who once said partying was for those
who were lost.
The nerds were there, and all the
normies.
I saw here from across the room.
She talked past the drunken slurs and lost phrases
flowing past the music being played.
She floated towards me, handed me a letter.
It said...
" I've seen you around. Actually, i've seen what you've done.
I just want you to know that you will be caught.
Trust me when i say this. You will be caught. "
I glaze into her eyes.
She smiles and laughs as if i'm trapped,
no way to escape.
I think of a plan.
You have to understand
that i'm only human.
I think all night of a decietfull plan.
I plan to drug her.
Get her to have sex with another girl here.
Take a photo. And blackmail her.
But she leaves before i get to carry it out.
I'm upset and scared. I find out her name.
It's Maria.
Maria, what a lovely name for a rat.
I leave. Drunk and tired.
I drive home into the night.
But on a particular night like this one,
fate throws me a bone.
I'm driving down a long dirt road if it even was a road.
I see other lights come from the side of me and
CRASH!!!
I hit a car.
I get out wondering what happend.
My cars ok, nothing really damaged
but the car i hit is crushed.
There lies a girl, glass in her face and bleeding in front of me.
I pick her up from her jacket.
It's Maria.
There's no pulse so i drop her.
I get into my car and leave.
I see the lights from her car fade in the distance.
Like i said, it was an accident but maybe
for the good, the better.
I trust you with this.
Let this be a secret, a secret that's all.